I missed the sub name and was momentarily hopeful the left in the US was going to get some kind of meaningful leadership.

How silly of me.

Also, here’s a really awkward picture of two people in an “embrace.”

I haven’t had friends or anyone to talk to for a year or two

To me, it doesn’t sound like you have issues socializing, it sounds like you have issues with maintaining relationships. If you’re 21 and have zero friends, you need to examine that a little more closely.