

For me, I don’t see my birth as good. If I think about my parents lives, any happy moment with me can just as easy have been a happy moment for them for a different reason. Then from there I’ve just been a hefty financial and emotional burden. Same goes for other family members. I don’t really have any close friends so I don’t think I’m having much impact there. My job isn’t some massive boon to society. My partner is the only person I think might be worse off, but even then I still think she could be doing better.
I know dying now would definitely hurt everyone, so I’m not suicidal. But when I’m getting hit hard with those negative thoughts, they’re almost always wishing I just hadn’t been born.
The fact that “luigi’d” as a verb has become pretty common slang very quickly, it’s not crazy to associate it with violence.
Now we get to the actual matter. Several years ago saying “Someone should shoot that CEO” (which would be the same statement as something like “Hoping that CEO gets luigi’d”) would not have gotten you banned. Wishing death upon someone is not the same as actual threats of violence.